When?

When will I be able to sleep in the same bed as my own husband?

When will I stop having to justify why I stood by him?

When will I be able to go to the shop and leave my children with their Dad?

When will I forget, for just one day that my husband committed a sexual offence?

When will I be in control of my own life, family and marriage again?!

When will this grey cloud hovering above finally lift?

When will the sacrifices and energy and I have put into maintaining my marriage and my family, Finally pay off?!